1:5

Nothing is supposed to be easy. We are thrilled every day by an unexpected event, unforeseen disasters, difficult challenges, and mind-blowing problems. I remembered that each year, I always feel that this year is the most challenged-year of my life. Little did I know, entering this university will put too much pressure on me and will challenge my system completely.

One month has passed. To my surprise, I survived. In the last four weeks, all I felt was pressure and trouble. I questioned my ability. I doubted my capacity. However, my dream always pushes me to brush all my fears. And thankfully, I am still here, accomplishing this weekly writes.

UP gave me five words.

Challenge. It was challenging to add “UP” to my status as a student. It tested me not just once, but through several tries. I am not a UPLB passer, to be honest. With that, I have to work extremely to deserve this spot. Without me knowing, it is just the start of the game.

Possible. Everything can happen if you allowed yourself to think that it will happen. I have to think each time that it is given to me because I am capable of it. There is no room for pessimism. I have to keep in mind,  ‘I can do all things through Christ.’

Courage.  College is the practice of real life. This university helps me establish the bolder and smarter version of myself for the coming years. Here, I am being tested emotionally and mentally. I have to remain courageous to finish my journey in UP.

Sacrifice. The word “sacrifice” has become more meaningful since I entered this college. I have to travel for two hours back and forth. I have to wake up more early. I have to make many adjustments. What keeps me motivated is my dream of graduating from this university and the thinking, “lahat naman mahirap”. 

More. UP makes me believe that I can be more. It is now time for me to step out of my comfort zone. It is now for me to explore my capabilities. It is now time for me to be independent. I have now the chance to build my wings. In time, I can be able to fly high and fulfill my dreams.