
It has been more than a month for me already but I am still in a shock to be able to be called an Isko. Like any other parents, they also dream for me to be a part of UP, and to be known as one of the Iskolar ng Bayan. I always tell them that I don’t want to go there because I know for a fact that I am not smart enough or great enough to step foot in the university. I’ve wired my brain to think that there are a lot of people greater, smarter, better, and more deserving than me, so that if I fail, I wouldn’t think of it as much and I would just steadily move on.
Being in the University of the Philippines is a nothing but a silent dream for me. I thought of it as the impossible. But life has a funny way of stirring the pot and now I am here.
Experiencing UP in more than a month, thought me a lot of things already. It gave me lessons and realizations to swear and look by at all times. Here are some of it:

The University of the Philippines is deemed as one of the best universities in the country for a reason. You are extremely lucky to become an Isko/Iska and have a chance to have the UP education. With that opportunity, there are certain responsibilities that you need to undertake. Giving your 100% best is one of it.
Although you should do your best for yourself and not to compete with your fellow peers. This opportunity is not a competition, but a journey. Also keep in mind that you are going through this journey and doing your best, not just for yourself or for your family but for all the Filipinos that you are going to serve.

It is good to have a goal or multiple goals throughout the college journey. It is scary to live through uncertainty, just going with the flow on where life will take you. It is also troubling to not have any aspirations or goals in life.
A goal is what motivates us into doing anything that is needed to be done. It is also what keeps us going, defining our purpose of why we are here. It also good to have a goal because it signifies that you have a path of certainty to where we want to go or what future we want to have.

This is a personal problem of mine and I am still walking through the path towards progress. Managing your time wisely is highly important because as an isko/iska there will be a lot to do. You need to have a proper schedule of what you’ll be needing to do, to pass, or to study and you need to follow that schedule in order to not be behind.
You also need to find balance between your academic responsibilities and your time for leisure, because a rise of either one may result to burnout or procrastination.

This is also one of a personal struggle, that I need to work on. I know that many people also experience the same thought of whether they are worthy to be in UP and if they can handle and survive it. It is scary to be here, surrounded with a tremendous number of intelligent people, but keep in mind that you are also here and that must say something about you. Everyone of us is special in our own ways.
We should also not be bombarded with those other people hence, we should focus on ourselves. Comparing ourselves to other people will only bring us down. We should see the strengths and weaknesses of our own and work hard to improve.
We must not forget to have confidence in ourselves and also know that we can be at par with everybody else. We should always tell to ourselves that we can do it, that we are worthy to be here, and that we, like everyone else, is also great.

We all know that being in this university will be a hard journey that will be full of challenges, problems, and disappointments. I know that is some point, UP will savagely eat me alive. But, throughout this journey, it is still packed with a lot to enjoy and look forward to. In this adventure, we will meet numerous people who can be our friends, our motivators and inspirations, persons who will help us grow and progress, and families that will teach us many lessons in life.
In this journey we also get to have a lot of fun and memorable experience that we will surely cherish. It is really essential to enjoy the whole process and not beat yourself up in academics too seriously. Give yourself time to relax and see the beauties of the what the college journey can bestow you while you walk through the path towards the Sablay that we are all hoping to have.



















