Heartbeats increasing,
Legs shivering,
Thinking,
How is this going to end?
Hope,
Grace,
Done,
Called for a purpose.

For many, being in the University of the Philippines (UP) has always been a dream, a target or a goal. Knowing that UP is a prestigious university in our country and gives quality education, many students aspire to be in this university thus, the number of takers year by year didn’t decrease. In fact, it increased a lot ever since the current administration implemented the free tuition fee to all State Universities in the Philippines.
In this year’s University of the Philippines College Admission Test, I’ve interviewed a few aspirants and asked them what they feel before, during and after the exam. I also asked them what they can say about it. Aside from that, I was able to interview some parents while they are waiting for their child to finish the exam. I asked them what do they feel while waiting and why do they want their child to be a future Isko/Iska. With this, here are some of the stories of the examiners and their parents during the 1st batch of UPCAT here in UPLB last October 5, 2019.
First is Mary Angel Santonia, a student from Pamantasan ng Cabuyao wherein she is a scholar in the said school. Currently, her dad is working in Japan for them to go to school and her mom is a housewife. Given this, she is eager to pass UPCAT to help her parents in their finances knowing that she is the eldest among seven .

Angel shared to me that she chose UP Diliman and UP Los Banos as her chosen campus. She picked Interior Design in Diliman because she loves to draw and wants to dedicate her life to designing houses. She wanted those houses to manifest a homey feeling so that, it will always drag you to go back home wherever you are.
With regards to her feelings before the exam, Angel said “ Wala ate, I’m not nervous, chillax lang po ako. Umaasa lang po ako sa stock knowledge sa pagtake ng Upcat at walang ka review review”. When she said that, I said to myself that this girl must be so smart kidding aside, I like the spirit that she has and how she calmly approached UPCAT. Furthermore, she said that UPCAT was not that easy nor too hard. Yet, she also faced challenges that became the unforgettable experiences she had on that day.
One of which is the time limit that was given to them, according to her, some questions are too long in order to obtain the answer and because of the shortness of time, it challenged her on how to manage her time wisely. Another, because of the lack of time, she also had challenges of not going to the comfort room. She shared that she should haven’t drunk anything before taking the test so that she will not feel the use of going to the comfort room. Lastly, she said to me that the most memorable part of taking the UPCAT was when her mom accompanied her in taking the exam, which she appreciated it and the bond that they had since they didn’t know where her testing center is.


On the other hand, I was also able to have a conversation with Angel’s mom, Mrs. Tiza Santonia. She shared that she feels excited and a bit nervous about how the exam and its results will run. Aside from that, she also wishes her daughter to pass the test. I will never forget the time when I asked her the next question and she became teary-eyed, I asked her why did she want Angel to be in UP. She answered with a simple phrase “Kasi yun yung gusto niya, para matulungan yung papa niya na nasa Japan” and I felt the sincerity and gratitude in Mrs. Tiza while sharing this statement.


Aside from my interview with the Santonias, I was able to interview Mrs. Merlinda Perez but unfortunately, I was not able to talk to her daughter Jana since she was taking the exam at that time. During my conversation with Mrs. Merlinda, she shared that she’s excited yet a little bit nervous but she doesn’t want to show her daughter since Jana is nervous herself as well and because Jana was so nervous, Mrs. Merlinda shared that she requested the presence of her mom to accompany her during the exam. Thus, Mrs. Merlinda filed her leave and accompany Jana. Furthermore, she shared few stories about her daughter, like the course she wanted to pursue which is accountancy, her Senior High School track which is ABM and many more. Also, she stated that she wanted Jana to be in UP because of the free tuition and its quality of education, like most of the parents do. In totality, I enjoyed my conversation with her, as she also asked questions to me as well, therefore, it helped me to interview her easier.
In conclusion, after all the interviews and stories I heard, I reflected and realized how amazing God has brought me here in UPLB. I remembered the time I took Upcat almost a year ago, wherein the room was so cold and I drank a lot of water before I took the exam then as I took the exam I tried containing my pee for almost the whole time. Also, I brought many snacks with me but in the end, not a piece of it was eaten. Well, those experiences also made my UPCAT experience memorable.
While taking the UPCAT, I was so clueless back then that UP is the place where I am called to be. I remembered when I was a kid my UP dream was formulated when my cousin told me that in UPLB the stars are real, literally. Now that I am here in UP, I realized that it might be, that those stars are the goals I’m going to achieve as I bloom where God has placed me. Truly, this UP dream is not easy, it took a lot of brokenness, tons of tears and years before I am where I am right now, but at the end of those trials, I realized that this was just the beginning and I’m so excited what God has instore for me and the future Iskos and Iskas.