This question might bring you to a seen of LizQuen’s movie “My Ex and Whys” when Cali— a blogger, asks her worth to be cheated by her womanizer boyfriend Gio, it might sound ridiculous to relate but oftentimes in reality, we also doubt ourselves if we deserve everything that is happening to our lives.
A year has passed since I answered my UPCAT Application Form, bunch of “what ifs” have popped into my mind especially in choosing what campus and course I will pursue. Luckily, I passed and was offered a degree program I think I would love but, is my desire enough to become an effective communicator? Apparently it won’t, but it can fuel us to learn more and possess the qualities and skills of becoming an effective media writer.
Pursuing Development Communication was my personal choice and in that I already expected that there are default qualities I have to develop. If I have to rate myself in UP way I have a 1.6 grade from these :
- Curious or Inquisitive – 1
- Intelligent – 2
- Industrious – 2
- Resourceful – 2
- Persevering – 1
- Imaginative – 1
- Puts premium on accuracy and truth – 1
- Loves to read – 3
- Interested in and loves people – 1
- Service Oriented- 2
I admit that I rarely read books ever since I was in grade school. I get bored when I read, maybe because I still have not found the genre I would love or I do not persist to search the meaning of the new terms I encounter while reading and so I cannot understand some parts. Also, I grew up in a rural place where availability of the books is a hard time especially on the entertainment novels which you can only avail when you cross the sea to the nearest city. While on positive side, being persistent I think was developed because of our imagination and curiosity to help people, which I credit to experiences.
Media writers must be skillful as well, sadly I only got 2.25 grade from these ratings:
- Gathering data – 2
- Validating and clarifying information – 2
- Organizing information – 2
- Writing clearly and effectively – 2
- Proficiency in the operation of communication tools/ devices – 3
Validating and clarifying information is an essential skill a media writer must have. Credibility on the sources of information is now threatened because of the manipulation on different forms of communication. As a former member of the school publication in high school it was our duty to ensure accuracy on the information we will be gathering and releasing, perhaps I have practiced these skills.
While in producing our outputs it is a mandate to have the capability of using media instruments, I admit I have no background in operating devices and tools relating to communication and this is a challenge for me to practice. Unavailability of these devices before I entered college is I think the primary reason why I am not knowledgeable enough to use these vital materials in communication.
In every new venture we have in our lives there are always pros and cons depending to what we are before or where we came from. But we also have to remember that in every beginning we are prone to new set of learnings. As of now I am truly not enough to be called a “Media Writer”, but rest assured that I will use every lesson I will be learning in this journey to build my unique identity in the media world. It takes time make beautiful things.

I am not enough and I will never be enough— because in this ever changing world to be enough is lame.










