My first semester in the university was indeed one hell of a roller coaster ride. There were times when I just want to scream as loud as I can to release all the negative energy. I admit that all these that just happened was not what I expected it to be. I know for a fact that UP life is hard, but I didn’t know that it would be THIS hard. However, I still have no regrets, and for surviving, I congratulate myself.
To you Thresha at the beginning of first semester,
Do what you can do today.
I’m not saying that you should finish all your assignments already. What’s important is that you were able to at least start doing them so that when the deadline comes, you will not be pressuring yourself because of cramming and multitasking. If you feel tired to start anything, rest for a while and after that, go on with what you need to do.
Take care of your health.
Do not be hard-headed. Take the advice from your family and friends. Reduce your intake of softdrinks and junk foods for they are not good for your kidneys. Make sure to drink lots of water and get enough sleep.
Do not just keep everything to yourself.
You have a lot of people around you who cares about you. If you are feeling something heavy inside, go and tell them. Sharing your problems to someone may not solve everything but at least it will lessen the heaviness that you feel. Do not suffer alone.
Continue doing what makes you happy.
No matter what other people will say, if it makes you happy, there’s no turning back. Do not doubt yourself whether you are good enough or not. It’s your passion and no one should stop you from doing it. If it makes you happy, and as long as it does not affect your studies, trust me, you are doing the right thing.
Just be yourself.
You do not have to prove anything to anyone. I am already proud of you for being where you are now. Keep on fighting, Iska! You still have a long way to go.